I hugged someone which triggered a kundalini spiritual awakening within me. This person who I hugged was burned into my mind, body, and soul. I was obsessively thinking about him 24/7. He was sending me visions through his eyes, the telepathy started instantly, and I could feel his emotions, sexual energy included. I felt this love for him that I can’t even begin to explain or put into words.
When I first made this connection I felt as if I had been cursed. I wasn’t looking for my soulmate I thought I was already married to my soulmate. I wasn’t looking for a twin flame I had never even heard of a twin flame.
It felt wrong to be obsessing over another man like this while I was married. I would have sex with my husband and be fantasizing about being with my twin flame. I felt as if I was cheating on my twin flame with my husband and not the other way around. I lost the love for my husband, I realized that I was trapped in a toxic abuse cycle, I felt numb and no longer wanted to be with him. My entire life changed with a 30-second hug.
How could I explain this to my husband and not sound crazy? How could I explain this to anyone and not sound insane?
The only ones who will understand this crazy twin flame thing are those experiencing it for themselves. At first the connection feels like magic; you are in that bubble love phase. When you are with them in the physical world the obsessive thinking stops, time slips away from you, and this connection just feels amazing. When there is no communication in the physical world, that’s when all hell breaks loose. The obsessive thinking begins again; it’s a vicious cycle. All your inner shadows and childhood wounds come to the surface. The twin flame journey is more about soul growth and ascension than it is the romantic outcome. Although you do feel the romantic connection on a level you can’t even put into words. You just want to be with this person because it feels so good. Your twin flame feels like home to you, you just want to be with them, touch them, hold them, and never let them go.
When my twin flame blocked and ghosted me, I wanted nothing more than to be free from his energy. I tried to cut the cords on this connection but quickly learned that trying to cut off energetic cords from a twin flame connection was like trying to cut off your own arm. You can, however, weaken the connection by pulling back your energy. By focusing on yourself, self-love, self-worth, self-discovery, and healing on a soul level. We always have the power and control of our own being. I go more in-depth about how I learned all these things throughout my book, which you can follow along step by step as I experienced it.
My goal is to be a guiding light for others on this journey. I want to be that friend that I didn’t have on this journey. The truth is that the answers you desperately seek from twin flame specialists actually lay within you. Only your soul knows how to navigate the way.
“You don’t have a soul, you are a soul, you have a body.” —Buddha